I found out about the crash about 45 minutes after it happened. I saw that E.D. Hill, the former “Fox and Friends” host, was going to be on “The View” discussing her medical procedure. I didn’t want to watch all the other prattling that happens on that show, so I checked in to see if she was on yet. When I went to the recording, I saw the local news had broken in about the crash.
I was concerned, needless to say. My best friend lives near the site, and she has to drive through the 360 / 183 intersection (this building is in the SW corner of that intersection) to go to work everyday. She was OK.
I know the building. While I live on the other side of town from there, I drive by it all the time. A couple of years ago, a group I’m in had our three major events at a hotel just down the access road from this location. I thought about how lucky it was to have a very good hospital just up the highway from the location. It seemed like for all the smoke and fire, that everyone (except possibly the pilot) would escape the accident. I went on with my day, taking my daughter to her gym for her class.
In the car, I heard the guy did it on purpose and he had set his house on fire. I was shocked. I spent dance class going back and forth between the car (to listen to the news) and the class (to watch my daughter). I started getting calls from family and friends.
I felt a little ( a very little ) like 9/11. I had taken that day off of work to pack for a plane out to Vegas on 9/12. My office workers called me to relay what was going on, because the internet was pretty much down, and they didn’t have a TV to see what was going on. I remember relaying to them that the buildings were going down. Today I had friends calling me to ask what the coverage was like, because it was no where near the internet jam of 9/11. I think we just wanted to talk about it to people.
In discussing terrorism, I’ve always said I felt lucky because I live in Austin. Yes, it’s the capital of Texas, but it’s not as big of a target as say, Houston, which is home to many, many defense and oil industry companies. Heck, I grew up in Baytown, just 20 miles east of Houston, home to the largest oil refinery in the world. And even the Houston area is no where near the target that New York and Los Angeles are. But I bet the people of Oklahoma City felt the same way at one time. Nutjobs are nutjobs, and they will attack whenever and whereever they can. This is a scary, and hopefully not-so-tragic reminder of that.
When I heard that he set his house on fire while his wife and kid (or ex-wife and stepkid or whatever relationship it was) were in there, I was disgusted. I’m not sure why that bothered me more than him flying a plane into a building with the intention of killing someone else’s wife and/or kid, but it did.
I heard he was a software engineer, and I began to wonder if I ever worked with him. After reading his manifesto, it appears he owned his own business, and I doubt I ever did. I heard he was a musician, and now I wonder if I’ve ever seen him at a club or restaurant. Until I heard he flew out of the Georgetown airport, I wondered if my husband (who at one time was taking flying lessons) had ever come across him in the day. It’s so weird to think you might know someone who could do something like this. I’m pretty sure I never came across this guy.
Early next week, probably, I will take a trip up there to see the damage. I just have a morbid curiosity, I guess. But I don’t want to be up there while the investigations are going on. I understand the guy’s frustration, but I can’t fathom how he could think this is the answer.
In all of this, my daughter heard Megyn Kelly say “Austin, TX” while we were in the car. She was so excited to hear that and commented about how that’s where we live, and she proceeded to name off all of the other places where our family lives in Texas. She was almost as excited about that as she was when she recognized her name written (she didn’t hear it) on the TV when Sadie the Scottie won the dog show (I was excited about that one, as we’ve been struggling with the ABCs).
It just reminds me to treasure these little moments because you never know when it could all abruptly end.
Update: Sadly, it looks like the pilot took the life of an innocent person as well as his own. Authorities found two bodies, one of which is the pilot’s. I was hoping against hope it would only be the building the pilot took out, but it looks like he succeeded in his mission of having a body count..